Heart Break

[Sigh] I officially think I am somewhat heart broken:(

See here's the thing, last weekend I went and visited my sister. And she goes to a University which is located right by a couple of colleges. And so on the Friday night we went out to a bar, just her roommates, her and I. And we had an awesome time, having a drink talking singing with the live singer and such. It was fun:)

But then on Saturday night we went out to a local club. And this is where it starts to get confusing. Because then her boyfriend showed up and brought a couple of really good looking friends. One was particularly smitten with me. And let me tell you he was pretty darn cute:) Great smile! Great dancer:) Friendly:) Just the kind of guy I am looking for. We danced for practically the whole time he was there and I could not wipe a smile off my face:) But then at about 2:15am he had to go and meet a friend, and I am thinking ask for my number....but he doesn't. Or he doesn't even try to make a move or anything:( And I am kinda disappointed:(
So I spend the Saturday once I get home thinking about him and if he is gonna add me on facebook, or what should I do?? Should I add him??? I end up asking my friends what I should do and text my sister and ask her her thoughts on the matter. But end up adding him on facebook before anyone gets back to me, because I thought I would lose the nerve.

Now, we have talked once. And I am unsure if he even likes me or thought I was cute or anything. I mean it doesn't help that we live in completely different cities, almost 3 hours apart driving distance.

So at the end of it all, I am slightly heart broken. Maybe he was just a guy that came along for the night. Following the saying "Everything happens for a reason" so maybe he was just meant to provide me with company for the night and afterwards not stay in my life. But I wish it was the complete opposite. I want him in my life, I feel like he would have been good for me:) Oh well, I guess time will tell:(