Horrible, Horrible, Horrible!!! I woke up this morning at 4:16 and for the life of me could not go back to sleep:( ugh hate hate hate hate!!!
And I was going to get out of bed this morning and write all my thoughts down in my blog then, however the darn light of the computer screen would have woken up some of my family members and they would not have appreciated that.
So why did I suddenly wake up at 4:16 this morning?? I have a feeling it is because of an unwanted nightmare about me getting trapped in a room with devil cats that wanted to give me a needle that would knock me out. and then a psychotic rat would come and untie the rope that would have been fastened around my hands and ankles. Strange I know, but kinda freaky.
And then, I don't know why, but I thought I heard some weird sounds through-out the house and that got me paranoid, as if some bad guy was creeping around my house at a quarter after four in the morning.
So over all not a good night, and then I couldn't go back to sleep. So got out of bed at 8:00 all bright and cheery (to an extent). Hopefully sleep will come quickly, and last till morning tonight:)
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Thursday, December 23, 2010
A Tad Stressed
Okay, so like everyone else during this marvelous Christmas season, I am stressed. And it's only really about one little thing and that is my parents Christmas gift.
What my brothers and sister and I are making is a family crest for my folks, because we don't have one as now a days they aren't as popular. So I have bought a canvas and in the background drew the outline of the crest and some of the detailing that will go around it...but the only real painting any of us has done, is one layer of the background. As the background is going to be the four of our hand prints. So only two of us have done our hand prints and now the other two siblings still have to. Then we have to paint our symbols inside the crest and then I have to do all the detailing.
You may be asking why me, because I am the artist in the family and can work a paintbrush to an extent. The thing that gets me though is that Christmas is two days away and when under pressure I just want to get things done so then they get sloppy and I really want this painting to be prefect as it will symbolize our family.
I guess the only thing that I can do is calm down, take a couple breaths and take my time. As when I think about it, it is a lot of time to get something done:)
Merry Christmas
What my brothers and sister and I are making is a family crest for my folks, because we don't have one as now a days they aren't as popular. So I have bought a canvas and in the background drew the outline of the crest and some of the detailing that will go around it...but the only real painting any of us has done, is one layer of the background. As the background is going to be the four of our hand prints. So only two of us have done our hand prints and now the other two siblings still have to. Then we have to paint our symbols inside the crest and then I have to do all the detailing.
You may be asking why me, because I am the artist in the family and can work a paintbrush to an extent. The thing that gets me though is that Christmas is two days away and when under pressure I just want to get things done so then they get sloppy and I really want this painting to be prefect as it will symbolize our family.
I guess the only thing that I can do is calm down, take a couple breaths and take my time. As when I think about it, it is a lot of time to get something done:)
Merry Christmas
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
4 Letter Word: Begins with 'S' Ends with 'Now'
SNOW!!!!! Heck YES!!!
Man I am finished all my exams which means let the holidays begin!!!
Back home with the family and it feels great:)
However being in the city we have absolutely no snow!! and I mean none. It is cold as ever from the wind meaning that my new scarf and hat are coming in handy. But there is no snow on the ground at all.
And then I come back home which is north of the city and holy cow is there snow. No accidents that my dad and I saw on the way home....but there could have been. I mean we went over one part and you could tell there was ice underneath the tires. CRAZY!!! It is a winter wonderland up here and I LOVE IT!!!!
The trees are all snow covered, fire in the fireplace which smells so good:) soup, hot chocolate, apple cider:) ahhhh now this is the season to be jolly:)
I get to bundle up and read a good book, or paint, or play video games with the brothers as oh didn't I mention, they got a snow day today. Lucky buggers:)
This is the best time of the year:) Winter has arrived:) YAY for the SNOW!!!
Man I am finished all my exams which means let the holidays begin!!!
Back home with the family and it feels great:)
However being in the city we have absolutely no snow!! and I mean none. It is cold as ever from the wind meaning that my new scarf and hat are coming in handy. But there is no snow on the ground at all.
And then I come back home which is north of the city and holy cow is there snow. No accidents that my dad and I saw on the way home....but there could have been. I mean we went over one part and you could tell there was ice underneath the tires. CRAZY!!! It is a winter wonderland up here and I LOVE IT!!!!
The trees are all snow covered, fire in the fireplace which smells so good:) soup, hot chocolate, apple cider:) ahhhh now this is the season to be jolly:)
I get to bundle up and read a good book, or paint, or play video games with the brothers as oh didn't I mention, they got a snow day today. Lucky buggers:)
This is the best time of the year:) Winter has arrived:) YAY for the SNOW!!!
Friday, December 10, 2010
Heart Break
[Sigh] I officially think I am somewhat heart broken:(
See here's the thing, last weekend I went and visited my sister. And she goes to a University which is located right by a couple of colleges. And so on the Friday night we went out to a bar, just her roommates, her and I. And we had an awesome time, having a drink talking singing with the live singer and such. It was fun:)
But then on Saturday night we went out to a local club. And this is where it starts to get confusing. Because then her boyfriend showed up and brought a couple of really good looking friends. One was particularly smitten with me. And let me tell you he was pretty darn cute:) Great smile! Great dancer:) Friendly:) Just the kind of guy I am looking for. We danced for practically the whole time he was there and I could not wipe a smile off my face:) But then at about 2:15am he had to go and meet a friend, and I am thinking ask for my number....but he doesn't. Or he doesn't even try to make a move or anything:( And I am kinda disappointed:(
So I spend the Saturday once I get home thinking about him and if he is gonna add me on facebook, or what should I do?? Should I add him??? I end up asking my friends what I should do and text my sister and ask her her thoughts on the matter. But end up adding him on facebook before anyone gets back to me, because I thought I would lose the nerve.
Now, we have talked once. And I am unsure if he even likes me or thought I was cute or anything. I mean it doesn't help that we live in completely different cities, almost 3 hours apart driving distance.
So at the end of it all, I am slightly heart broken. Maybe he was just a guy that came along for the night. Following the saying "Everything happens for a reason" so maybe he was just meant to provide me with company for the night and afterwards not stay in my life. But I wish it was the complete opposite. I want him in my life, I feel like he would have been good for me:) Oh well, I guess time will tell:(
See here's the thing, last weekend I went and visited my sister. And she goes to a University which is located right by a couple of colleges. And so on the Friday night we went out to a bar, just her roommates, her and I. And we had an awesome time, having a drink talking singing with the live singer and such. It was fun:)
But then on Saturday night we went out to a local club. And this is where it starts to get confusing. Because then her boyfriend showed up and brought a couple of really good looking friends. One was particularly smitten with me. And let me tell you he was pretty darn cute:) Great smile! Great dancer:) Friendly:) Just the kind of guy I am looking for. We danced for practically the whole time he was there and I could not wipe a smile off my face:) But then at about 2:15am he had to go and meet a friend, and I am thinking ask for my number....but he doesn't. Or he doesn't even try to make a move or anything:( And I am kinda disappointed:(
So I spend the Saturday once I get home thinking about him and if he is gonna add me on facebook, or what should I do?? Should I add him??? I end up asking my friends what I should do and text my sister and ask her her thoughts on the matter. But end up adding him on facebook before anyone gets back to me, because I thought I would lose the nerve.
Now, we have talked once. And I am unsure if he even likes me or thought I was cute or anything. I mean it doesn't help that we live in completely different cities, almost 3 hours apart driving distance.
So at the end of it all, I am slightly heart broken. Maybe he was just a guy that came along for the night. Following the saying "Everything happens for a reason" so maybe he was just meant to provide me with company for the night and afterwards not stay in my life. But I wish it was the complete opposite. I want him in my life, I feel like he would have been good for me:) Oh well, I guess time will tell:(
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
December
Oh my Goodness!!! I can't believe that we are already in December! And with December comes many events. Beginning with the weather!!! There was snow on the ground earlier in the week, YAY!!! however that does mean I am in need of investing in a hat to protect my ears:)
The next being EXAMS!!! Ugh and for an architectural student they are horrible:( The only good thing about them is I only have four exams. Which is not too bad because as of today I am 3/4 done:) Study Study Study and then as of December 13, I can relax:)
As well Christmas is in the air, particularly in the mall. I mean talk about people wanting to go shopping so they don't get everything last minute. Which is smart in my opinion. You don't want items to get sold out on you. Like this one item in MAC, they were already sold out and I couldn't believe it:) Not only that, I know some people just go into the mall to see the grand Christmas tree. Tis the season to be jolly:) YAY Christmas spirit:)
But December also has many other important holidays besides Christmas. Such as Hanukah, National Chocolate Covered Anything Day (16), Where a plunger on your head day (18), Kwanzaa, and many others.
Its the month to get in the spirit, of whatever you are celebrating. So to get into the spirit, MERRY EARLY CHRISTMAS everyone:)
The next being EXAMS!!! Ugh and for an architectural student they are horrible:( The only good thing about them is I only have four exams. Which is not too bad because as of today I am 3/4 done:) Study Study Study and then as of December 13, I can relax:)
As well Christmas is in the air, particularly in the mall. I mean talk about people wanting to go shopping so they don't get everything last minute. Which is smart in my opinion. You don't want items to get sold out on you. Like this one item in MAC, they were already sold out and I couldn't believe it:) Not only that, I know some people just go into the mall to see the grand Christmas tree. Tis the season to be jolly:) YAY Christmas spirit:)
But December also has many other important holidays besides Christmas. Such as Hanukah, National Chocolate Covered Anything Day (16), Where a plunger on your head day (18), Kwanzaa, and many others.
Its the month to get in the spirit, of whatever you are celebrating. So to get into the spirit, MERRY EARLY CHRISTMAS everyone:)
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