Coupley Feeling

Why is it that everywhere I look in the city I see couples?

They are either holding hands walking down the street, or sitting in a cafe window gazing into eachothers eyes (dramatic I know), or stopping at the cross walk and give eachother a quick kiss godbye before they head in different directions. It just reminds me even more that I am single.

Don't get me wrong it is cute to see an elderly couple walking down the street together holding hands just for the sake of being together. And to see young love just start up where there is two people walking down the street with their hands almost touching but not quite, there is the uncertainty of whether the other person thinks it would be okay or not. It's all cute and adorable. But I want to feel that way, and it just makes it so much harder to see that other people have what I want.

Like my sister for example, she is dating a guy in the navy and they are just cute together. They sit beside eachother on the couch. They sneak in a kiss when they think no one is looking. Talk on the phone at least twice a day to eachother when they are apart. They write cute messages on their facebook walls. No I promise I am not my sisters stalker, we just talk about things, it's that sisterly connection. I promise.

So when can it be my turn? I guess the first step would be to find a guy, so I have to take that step into the world, grab up some courage when I see a guy I think is cute and blabber...I mean talk. That would be my first step. And for all of those who are in the same shoes I am, I say good luck because I know just how hard it really is.

So as I take my first step into the world of couples (whenever that day will come, I should probably do that soon so I stop complaining) I will be brave and myself. Good Luck!!